Need for Courage

This morning was truly marvelous—I got a call for an interview appointment.

When I saw a random number on my screen, I hesitated to pick up, but something told me to answer. It turned out to be a call from the hospital where I’d dropped off my resume in person yesterday.

I was shocked, to say the least, and immediately texted my mentor. She kindly guided me on how to prepare for the interview in just two days. Despite her support, I still feel restless and nervous, worried not only about the interview but also about whether I’m ready for the job if I do get hired.

What a silly thing to worry about!

All day, I prepared answers to countless questions, none of which I’d fully memorized. But thank goodness for advanced technology, helping me connect to a world I hadn’t known before. Honestly, I don’t even have time to write this blog, but I know I’ll forget how I felt today if I don’t. I couldn’t delay capturing this moment. I might mess up the interview because I know I wasn’t prepared. I handed out my resume like flyers on the street. Every situation just keeps reminding me: You have to be prepared when the opportunity comes. How naïve I was.

If God grants me one more chance, I’ll promise to give my best—more than anyone else. I’d even say, “Let’s make a deal. Whether I succeed or not, you’ll see, and if I don’t try hard enough, you can hold me accountable later.” Opportunities come, and luck is what I need this time. I’ll take any help God can give me. Life has taught me that I need to prepare for every chance I might face, yet here I am, still learning.

You’ll see. If you’re reading this, wish me luck, and stay tuned for what’s next.